Assalamualaikum semua cecantik dan kekacak sekalian. Ap khabar kalian? Moga kalian baik baik aja ya dijangan bingoen *nada sinis Indons. Ok..apa da aku merapu ne,boo me sekali. Hoii,tu boo dua kali (perasaan)
So, today is 13/12/2012. Semalam adalah 12/12/12 dimana semua kebodohan manusia terserlah. Apa apa pun tarikh tu mmg rare dan cantik. Sesuai utk buat tarikh tunang, nikah dan melahirkan anak. Apa-an?! Kalian terlepas?! Me too.. T_T *triple boo di belakang tabir
Oh,saya ter-merapu lagi. Maaf itu adalah tabiat saya bila menulis apa yg ada di dalam minda. Maaf ayat disebelah hanya cover malu. Sebenarnya saya mmg suka merapu. Okayokay, straight to the main story =D
Memandangkan hari ini 13/12,maka esok 14/12 adalah tarikh istimewa utk seseorang yg pernah jadi rumah utk hati saya. Bukan sekejap. Bukan sehari,seminggu,sebulan apatah lagi setahun. 5 tahun. 5 tahun, I have a place to call home. Flashback balik. Memang those 5 years yg ditempuh tu mmg tak semua indah, ada pahit manis dia, ada coke dan pepsi dia, ada mekdi dan kfc dia (maaf saya tak tahu McD tu Yahuuds back then) dan macam2 lah. Tapi, the strong point here is that, even though I am not the brightest person in the world, not the man that she deserved for but suprisingly, she did loved me for 5 years. That is why until now I still sanjung her dan amazed dan bangga dan the list goes on towards her.
Yeah, sy tahu. She's just my ex and Yes, I did the breaking up part and there was time that I realized that it was stupid to let go my whole world just like that. She was my world,my life, my everything. A part of me, apart of my adventure. Sampai skrg, I think if I could give her the world or anything to repay the bad things that I had done, I would do it but sadly I can't. Apa apa pun, Allah Maha Mengasihani. Walaupun sy dah lukakan dia, dah buat hidup dia pundah,porak peranda. Allah gantikan semua sedih tu dan tukar kepada hero dia sekarang. En.Melaka. =D. Lega. Sumpah lega. Now, dia happy dan akan kahwin 2 tahun lagi (okay itu statement tipu,abaikan).
Apa apa pun, kepada Miss 14/12/92 or nama sebenarnya Nur Azrien Shahida bt. Abdul Halim, sorry for everything. Happy Birthday. Ya, i want to be the first. Tak nak kalah dalam perjuangan ini.*gelak nakal. Semoga cepat2 nikah dengan En.Ramzie anda, dan shah doakan anda berdua bahagia happily ever after dan after that after thingy,Okay! Thank you for the memories. thanks for the 5 years. Thanks for loving me before.
All those memories is what keep me sane until now. Keep me believing that my love too will come. Make me feel the acceptance that I am once loved by a wonderful princess that I know I can't never be with until Forever.
*Okay entri ini sgt sebak,touching bagi saya dan geli geleman bagi anda.
Sekian,
Aufa Shahrain Al-Awwal bin Yazid Al-Bariq
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