That feeling,again..

Kepada awak,Jodoh saya..
Saya nak sgat awak sekarang,really2 need you..
Hati rasa kosong,rasa frust dgan hati ne yg kosong..
Ye being a single guy mmg best,bebas but somehow there is time yang tak mungkin leh elak perasaan sunyi bagai nak rak tu..

I admit, I can carry on being lonely like this, I just have to face the 24 hours of feeling lonely and hoping tomorrow the feeling will be gone.
Usually,it fades tomorrow but still,it will come back in a short while.

Actually,I hate feeling and being lonely and alone.Everything seems difficult seems awkward and kekok walalupun I am quite comfortable with it.
I guess I must get used to this huh? I think I want to stay single until Allah pertemukan me dgan you.
Yes you.I don't know who u are.I don't where u are. I just don't know but Allah knows and perhaps u r the answer that I  long for.
The answer for my one and only question in life.
"Will I have you as my own till forever?"
Only you,yes you my jodoh can answer that..

Until then,until the time we actually met,well I don't know how we will actually meet but I hope it is the best way because Allah have written our love story as pure as love can be.
Maybe we will encounter tonnes of false love before we eventually meet and be together but I pray that you will be fine and better through the rough times without me. Me? you don't have to worry. If i'm not strong enough to wait for you, how will I be strong enough to guide and lead  the pious life that we should live?
I will wait for you even for a thousand years.

One thing is certain I have loved you since I knew what love is and what longing for you is.
I promise you this, how bitter our story starts, I promise you to make the ending as sweet as love can be.
I will be your friend,your bestfriend,your lover,your husband and your hero the best that I can.
I miss you " Jodoh" miss you a lot..=')